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Thursday, March 30, 2006:

if there was one thing that can be said about life, it has to be that life was meant to confuse and confound.

i suppose everyone will face a point in life where you are so confused that you either a) just stone because your mind is a total blank or b) you do idiotic things because you're so confused you might have danced naked unknowingly for all you know.

to sidetrack a bit, i woke up this morning completely covered in rashes. i have absoultely no idea why, but my mum thinks dat i may have eaten something i was allergic to. so i'm not in school, unfortunately. it was also this morning that i realised that i could have done both (a) and (b).

flash git. how dumb can i be?? my answer, very dumb. if anyone else were around, they'd probably just fold their arms and say well well.

ina metaphorical sense, when is milo not milo? when can one thing become another thing? how the hell am i supposed to know?! i only know when water isn't water, and that's at 0 and 100 celcius...

reality bites. if i don't pull myself together, i may just end up making a fool of myself again. as if i haven't done that enough already. ouch.

yuna blogged @ 9:46 AM

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Tuesday, March 28, 2006:

i don't understand. why does this always happen to me? maybe i'm just a stupid little girl, like what my mum told me.

i didn't believe her. now i think that maybe i am.

why don't i ever learn? why do i make the same mistake over and over again? but then again what is there to learn from all that? how not to soak my chemistry homework in tears? how not to let my family find out that i'm crying? hardly.

is it a mistake? i never thought of it that way.who would say it is? i think if i were to go out and ask other people, they won't say that liking someone is a mistake.

私は理解しない。私は間違いを作ったか。風は止まりあなたは現実ない夢です。

yuna blogged @ 9:43 PM

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Wednesday, March 22, 2006:

blogging from home now.

even though i'm home due to a mild asthmatic attack and what seems like a throat infection (agn -.-) , its not enough to keep my away from the computer. lol.

been a bit of a hermit recently, haven't logged on to say friendster or blogger for a l-o-n-g time. alot of new updates, which reminds me that the world doesn't wait for anyone. ook.

just quarreled with my mum just now. not exactly a great way to start a new day, but it's not too bad, things could be worse. she was saying that i shouldn't fold up my skirt. i was trying to tell her it was too long. sounds like a very trivial thing to quarrel over, but that happens all the time.
i have a relatively short fuse to start with, but i actively try not to quarrel with her over minute things like this, for example. being resolute is one thing, talking to somebody who's by nature antagonistic is another thing altogether. ugh.

sometimes i wonder why i even bother.

yuna blogged @ 1:00 PM

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Friday, March 17, 2006:

today something really dumb happened while i was playing ff x-2.

I've always loved chocobos. For all those who dunno what chocobos are, they're these erm, golden birds that look like big chickens. Really big, because traditionally your character can actually ride on them. They first appeared in Final Fantasy II and have appeared like in every FF game after that i think. If u can't imagine a big fat golden chicken, then go google image search :)

they're big, stupid, chubby, cute golden birds that go "kweh". always been a fan of them, even moggles aren't that cute to me. Today however, i got KO'ed by a chocobo. ouch.

in ff x-2 u can capture chocobos that appear in random encounters. however, somehow the chocobo got upgraded, they not only can be captured, they can also defend themselves now. What's best, besides defending themselves, with choco protect, cue and the like, they also can cast CHOCO METEO. WTF?

Since when did chocobos learn how to cast meteo from sephy in FF VII?? they're supposed to be birds? O.O sigh, and yes i got KO'ed because it not only casted Meteo once it casted it repeatedly. ugh. wasted like 20 mins of my time.

yuna blogged @ 8:55 PM

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Wednesday, March 08, 2006:

just went to visit andersonics blog. OH MY FREAKING GOD, x country is actually tmr?? wth?
i think i'm kind of lagging... but still i'm gonna kill cixin for not letting me know earlier lol :D

i wanna pon saintaldeia to go watch!!! argh, its agony knowing that your ex-teamates (somehow the "ex" hasn't really properly sunk in yet lol.) are running and you can't be there with them before and after the run...

unfortunately, i'm tied there until like 7 plus, after that got og dinner so i'll probably be occupied until 10 plus 11. *sobs* ugh the agony! i wish i could do fen shen shu or something. maybe i should hand cixin a videocam and ask her to record everything, but she's running too. oh well. nothing beats being there.

dunno their race times either. wish them good luck ya? Andersonics rock on!!!

yuna blogged @ 8:05 PM

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Wednesday, March 01, 2006:

today was a really strange day. actually i wouldn't call it strange, but my vocab is so limited that i can't think of anything else.

i believe today was governed by Murphy's Law. My sis doesn't believe in it, but i do. lol.

yesterday i did gp until 12 plus almost 1 because my comp crashed earlier. slept really late after staring at the comp for quite a while so was really tired.. i was hoping tomorrow would be better and there wouldn't be much to worry about tmr since there wasnt any tutorial except maths. what could possibly happen?

unfortunately according to murphy's law, the more u think of these alternatives, the more likely they are to happen.

today i woke up late at almost 630. rushed to school and realised that i was actually only 5 mins later than i normally was and therefore was not late. that's a good thing, but not if u realised that you also dropped some stuff along the way and you look like a hurricane just went passed you.

i also could not catch up on my chem and econs. i missed the lectures on thursday n froday due to the horrible-egg-tart-episode and was fretting over the weekend that i wouldn't be able to catch up. needless to say maths was even more hopeless.

did gp, i nearly died already, then alicia calls in the middle of class and later her sms said that she could check results already and she got into sa. (me= -.-)

by murphy's law, some of my friends also did not manage to get into sa.... i was trying to comfort her but i din know what to do. i'm kind of helpless when it comes to this kind of things. i felt so bad...

sod murphy's law. ugh.

yuna blogged @ 8:42 PM

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