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Friday, February 24, 2006:

hmmm i've been lazy for quite a while here... seems to have collected a bit of dust. *sweeps the place with broom*

lol. anyways, just recovered from food poisoning. to those who know me, you guys are probably thinking , AGAIN?? (me: sighs)

it's a long story, and i missed school on thurs n fri. and i missed me econs lect on elasticity... i am so going to die cos i know i'm not going to study. not guai enough... -.-

left eye was hurting since tues. felt so awful dat i just had to take the lens out. so was kind of blind for both tues and wed because i could only see with my right eye. my sec school friend thought i was pa jiao when i din recognise him on my way home on wed. lol.

it got worse so i din go school on thurs cos wanted to see doctor, but ate some spoilt egg tart for breakfast so had food poisoning after that. ouch.

stomach-ached my way through thurs and fri.. then cannot puke though i wanted to.. i asked my mum if she could punch me to make me puke but she thought i was crazy... anyway she ate some of it too so she was also half-dead O.o

oh well what an eventful two days spent at home.

yuna blogged @ 8:56 PM

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Tuesday, February 14, 2006:

ugh!!! *tears hair*
i am so super confused... ok at least i was this morning and ever since friday after receiving my results...

it WAS a battle between tjc and sa...

amidst my own internal battle, the opinions of others further adds to my confusion.

personally i feel that what makes a school is the people there. if i have no friends in a school, i won't want to go there. i wouldn't stay..

so the confusion was that everyone says if u stay i'll stay. but no one made the decision to stay... also because these people have made a very deep impression on me even though its only been, a month maybe that we were together.

ironically, i am closer to some of them compared to others whom i've spent years with in anderson. these people do matter to me.

tjc is like a promise of something better than saj. it is true dat sa people r a bit more slack. ok when even i find it slack it has to be quite noticeable. anyways, but i like the school and the people there. both the teachers and the friends i have there.. wheareas in tjc i'd have almost no one... i dunno wad its like there, though people say its better and etc... but i won't know until i find out for myself. and i will have to almost no friends at all there.

lets face it. i hate acclimatising. i hate changes of this sort.. bad eq, but oh well that's me. i would hate to have to go through all that i went through in sa during orienatation.. and tj is really a brand new environment.. i don't even know how to go there to start with!! ugh.

i suppose dats why i chose saj. even though i haven't registered, i'm staying in sajc. and i'll kill alicia.. lol. joking la.

yuna blogged @ 10:45 PM

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Saturday, February 11, 2006:

was just thinking that i should change my blog layout soon. but i'm kinda lazy... :D

okie, shall ponder more later.

just got my o level results yesterday. before that we all nearly died of anxiety, and it was super anti-climax for some of us because when you're dying of the anticipation, then your teacher says sorry you still owe the school library money please pay first before you can get your results, you feel like killing the school....-_____-

did ok, got an 11, so i can probably stay in sajc.. but i don't know if i should because it's not exactly a centre of academic excellence. it's not bad, but i find it a little slack there somehow... so now i'm wondering if i should go tjc or stay. i feel like staying but like i said i find it slack.

sighs.

i really couldn't believe my eyes when i got a 3 for higher chinese. i nearly died, literally. i don't think my chinese teacher will believe me either. when you've been failing in lower sec, and you barely pass in upper sec, almost everyone expects you to fail... or at least get a c. i'm quite amazed, and my mum said she'd buy 4d. -__-'''

but somehow i don't feel like celebrating because not everyone did well.. when you see some of your friends crying, even your own own happiness doesn't seem to even matter.. at least for me that happens. one of my zhi nus came crying to me, and i din even know how to console her, because she was crying so badly... the results were very shocking for alot of us, cos alot of them expected to get 6, but there weren't alot of them. most got like 7 or 8... sighs... i hope they're ok now...

yuna blogged @ 8:38 AM

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Monday, February 06, 2006:

nearly turned into stone in school today....

woke up late , so i din have time to wear contacts wore specs instead. then by the time i arrived at gallery already very late le, so sit less than 5 mins then go hall le.. alicia scared evon and i to death by popping out of nowhere. -_-

after assembly we had gp, my brains died there once cos louisa geraldine and i were a bit worried that our presentation may be too uncomprehensive. went for chem prac, our new teacher was ms thng. she seems quite young but was quite good...

got to use new pipette filler and burette and realised that alot of ppl in class are so lucky because they don't have to use the older ones with clips in sec school. i still prefer the old kind though as i can control it better, but suppose will get used to it.

stoned in library when the rest went for chinese... brains died the second time today cos i was doing my partial fractions, and was so confused by Bx+C and A and D... somehow ended up with E and F -__- gave up on that after trying unsucessfully to do all.

did my chem tutorial 5 back titration.. *strike 3* brains died again because i couldn't do alot of them, was so hopelessly lost and frustrated that i nearly screamed out in the library.. until now i still can't do it.

went for econs and i nearly slept in lesson but at least i understood. for once. but by the end of the day my group in gp was past caring so we just din amend anything. louisa bought sour ribbon to keep herself awake. -__-

*STRIKE 4* brains died again in geog tutorial because the teacher was speaking in a monotone and din understand him.. but he called me to answer n thanks to my trusty foolscap pad, i could ans it...

brains died again due to overanxiety at about 5 plus when iven smsed me to say dat channel newsasia reported dat o level results released on friday... ying jia and her friend were like relax... but oh well, i'm a nat born worrier. shall go check moe website now.

yuna blogged @ 8:52 PM

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Wednesday, February 01, 2006:

hmmm jus realised that chinese words don't work too well here in blogger... its way too small... but somehow its hard to change because of the span thingy... god i nearly went crazy trying to make it work earlier on. wonder if jap will be like dat too...

today was stoning in the cc during chem lecture... as much as i like chem, i cannot stand the lecturer... so tried to copy but she was so damned fast that felicia n i had to copy belinda's..
scary woman...

and for once the cc was warm. amazing! lol, normally we're freezing in there, today was the rare exception that i was feeling fine. (dats why i infered dat cc was warm to the rest :D)

then went canteen during the break. din want to eat at first, but geraldine convinced me to... then john kept teasing me about my height..

stupid john, i could just kill him. then he said i couldnt kick him even if i wanted as my legs were too short... ugh! i dun want really kick him hard only lor! -__-'''

went back to cc for maths and econs.... dun like the new econs teacher... her mike was so super loud lor... maybe the pa should have tuned it softer. nearly went deaf in the cc...

after maths tutorial stone in the canteen with my cg while waiting for evon huimei n alicia.
then kena pangseh by alicia then huimei went with her cg too... so continued stoning in cafe until evon arrived. then yanshan came later. since we din want to eat, then just stone.. n watch yanshan write katakana o.O'''

went for guitar with huimei and alicia... ee chuan's guit was somehow super off.. i think i may have hit the tuning peg by accident -__-''' the guit senior nearly died tuning it for me... halfway through guit lesson i nearly died n dropped my guit, due to some strange comment from alicia.. huimei nearly died too.. wonder where alicia got that idea from.. -__-''' -__-'''

went home after that with huimei, but after carrying my guit to potong pasir mrt my hand hurt.. then when i got home got blister on the part of my palm just below the fingers where i held the handle. ouch....

then now gtg do my homework( effing tutorials).. bummer.

yuna blogged @ 7:16 PM

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