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Thursday, January 26, 2006:

Please switch encoding to Unicode to view the chinese words..

one of those boring days earlier i came across the song 发如雪( hair like snow) by jay.. yes i know i'm lagging cos十一月的萧邦 (jay's not-so-new-album) came out like before o levels...

anyway, it struck me as very beautiful song. yet it's so painfully sad... a painful melancholy. it's really been a long time since i've come across something like this.

so for only suteki dane has struck me like this. so beautiful yet so sad. at one point of time i used to cry when hearing suteki dane because it reminded me of something somewhat familiar, but while i dun cry when listening to this it's just been a really long time since a song has really caught me like that.

for those who understand, here's the lyrics the song...

发如雪

狼牙月伊人憔悴
我举杯饮尽了风雪
是谁打翻前世柜惹尘埃是非

缘字诀几番轮回
你锁眉哭红眼换不回
从青史已经成灰我爱不灭

繁华如三千东流水我只取一瓢爱了解
只恋你化身的蝶

你发如雪精美的离别
我焚香感动了谁
邀明月让回忆皎洁
爱在月光下完美

你发如雪纷飞了眼泪
我等待苍老了谁
红尘醉微醺的岁月
我用无悔刻永爱你的碑

啦儿啦啦儿啦啦儿啦儿啦
啦儿啦啦儿啦啦儿啦儿啊
铜镜映无邪札马尾
你若撒野今生我把酒奉陪

yuna blogged @ 10:16 PM

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Friday, January 20, 2006:

sniff.... i'm so sad... ok lah, i'm better now but was really blue two days ago on 18th january.

my hamster winnie passed away.

and i din even have the time to play with him that day..( i normally play with them at least once a day) came home from a long day in school, then it was under the wheel..

and i thought, ok i'll play with u later since i still have tutorial to do...

never did i expect it to discover it dead at the same position at night.. it died in its sleep peacefully, but i can't help but feel sad that it's gone.. what hurts most was that it might have already been dead when i got home and yet i didn't notice. i just thought that it was stoning under the wheel as usual...

winnie was already 2 years old.. considered quite old for a dwarf hamster... their normal lifespan is 1-2 years. but he din show the usual signs that most old hamsters show... balding fur, lethargic, eating less...

i guess that was why i never expected it'd be so soon.. he was still running about like crazy, eating from my hand n stuffing the food into his face, his fur still reminded me of a carpet because it was so nice...

guess i'll never forget him.. his bro snowy is still running about the cage like crazy, as usual. i wonder if snowy knows...

yuna blogged @ 4:10 PM

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Monday, January 16, 2006:

head hurts...hurts...hurts....

i think i have a headache. *ouch*

ok that sounds pretty obvious but it seems to be recurring. have no idea why.. shall go steal some panadol from meds box because my mum din want me to eat so much med as i am already sick.

today walked home with alicia cos i thought i would feel sian going home alone.. i know i would la. even in sec school i would be the only one going that way, which was why i almost always walked to amk central where the mrt was with my friends.

took 159 near alicia's house... felt kind of nostalgic as the bus was in amk. lower sec aside, somehow my sec 4 year seems so far away and so much time has passed even though it's only jan 2006.

remembered the time andersonics ran from ny to the very long slope in amk ave 1.. remembered the time when i thought one of my seniors was very quiet n accompanied him home after school...
remembered how we'd lame in class but now the temp block's gone...

met vivian and felt even more sad cos i left anderson already...

yuna blogged @ 7:08 PM

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Friday, January 13, 2006:

tired... i just got home an hour ago...

today did ten rounds on the track today as part of canoeing training.. wah nearly died lah, but i'm pleased to say that i ran continuously!! like how often do i do dat rite?? ya so must celebrate :D

okie dat aside, i decided not to join canoeing after all because of a few reasons...

1. it's competititve...
let's face it, i hate competition. ironic as it may be, considering that i used to be from track -.-while i'd admit that everyone competes, i don't like it. alot.

i hate the fact that competition can really destroy friendships.. it's not like it hasn't happened to me before. it has. -.-

i also don't like the fact that friends have to become enemies the moment we hit the track. i know that probably sounds childish, but there are alot of childish things that people have done when faced with a competition, like say during nat schools...

2. it's really intensive...
i admit that i also would like to concentrate more on my studies... meaning to say that i don't want to commit as much i did in sec school.. because my time management is really quite HORRIBLE...

also there's more at stake now. basically i have only one path, which is to do psychology in uni, and it's not exactly the least popular faculty... if i don't get in, i really will be lost because i won't know what to do with my life.

so maybe i'll join ODAC instaed.. though i don't think that'll be any much better, but at least they only meet twice a week...

i would have joined the guitar ensemble if not for the fact that a few years ago an instructor told me that my hands were too small.. in other words, don't waste your money trying to learn how to play a guitar because your hands are too small to even hold the guitar, press on the strings properly n do the basics... (me: -.- -.- -.-)

yuna blogged @ 7:40 PM

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Saturday, January 07, 2006:

today was orientation finale!! was like so damn fun!! dun think i'll have so much fun in a long while and its been a long time since i had so much fun!!

calm down, sit down and ponder.... u'll see logic in the previous para eventually....

wahaha.. anyway, saintaldeia , or saints village was like the name of 2006 orientation lah...

tonight went cultural centre, aiyah jus call cc or auditorium la for the skits... then some of them were like super funny, you'd die laughing if you haven't died of bleeding due to eardrums bursting. then got mascot also... IVANA's mascot was like this banana man.

not that dats not nice, but in anderson also got ppl call us yellow banana liao. maybe the name is destined to stick -.-

lol after that went hall of cheering competition and disco night... then the disco night was like club+ rock concert= dark, ppl screaming and jumping with the hands moving like in a rock concert, dancing.... fun har??

eheh. very upbeat sia!! yay. but got home at about 12 after having dinner with my OG.. ok part of it. lol.... now go zzz...

yuna blogged @ 1:45 AM

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Tuesday, January 03, 2006:

got a haircut yesterday... got the hairstylist to cut it in layers and thin it.

yay!! finally my head doesn't feel so heavy...

haha. joking only la, heads dun feel heavy unless they're in a boring lesson, then u have to use ur hands to prop it up.

today started school at sajc. met shan at the mrt station so went in together with her bball friends. thought cheryl looked familiar.. was like, eh i've seen her somewhere before...

the first thing i thought when i stepped in was, wah everything looks super new. after that i remembered the premises ARE new... felt kind of stupid -.-

the place was like so super crowded, then met the other andersonians... went to check but was so crowded that only pat managed to find my name for me..

yuna blogged @ 6:39 PM

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